"You are a magnificently generous and special soul filled with creativity and beauty. Keep your faith in yourself as I know your aspirations will lead you on a valuable life journey for your artistic voice. Many conservative artists in the classical world will be challenged by your voice and creativity. I'm saying this because you have the strength and wisdom to be you and that threatens some people who are insecure and relying on external approval to prop themselves up."
My sincere appreciation.
When there is conflict between A and B, there will be three types of "truth":
1. "Truth" from A's side;
2. "Truth" from B's side;
3. The "truth" itself.
Which type would you like to believe?
Seppel, who's 9 years old and got returned recently to the cat home. Grumpy at the start, suddenly gave attack and hissed to people. Now - already much better with the heal of love. :)
Dear Seppel, don't punish yourself with bad emotions because of others' mistakes - it is not your fault. It's a big lost for them who chose not to live with you anymore. PLUS, there are of course bad guys, but many more are good people - someone much nicer is waiting ahead. ✨
" Gisi is happy and full; Wilma eats slower."
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"Sister, sister, schmeckt es? =^^="
"Who is actually playing with the cat toy?" ^з^
Hey Icke, when I'm not able to become your destination, hopefully I'm still a bridge, which leads you to a better life. (^｡^)
Icke is 10 years old, roughly 60-year-old as human. His parents left him at the cat house with the reason of "being allergic". Well, do people only get allergic after keeping him for 10 years? The first week Icke ate almost nothing, didn't come out, didn't talk to any other cats. But luckily the staff and volunteers are melting the ice constantly with the warmth in voice and heart. Gradually he starts to play with his neighbour, a pretty lady, and eats more and more, and becomes again curious about the things around.
Icke has been adopted by a volunteer and found his new home after three weeks. Alles Gute lieber! =^^=
Karma brings two pieces - Shimmer and Mermaid.
One year as a cycle - it starts there, and it disappears there with the last bubble broken.
In one situation, one can see the hero who light up the whole world; at the same time, one can see the villain. Mr. L, nobody would win in the battle. Why are you still competing in such a disgusting way? It is a great pity when the personality is a weak point, because it takes much longer to train oneself to become a better person, than to become a better technician.
May - maybe it is a season to say goodbye.
The journey is on-going. Let's see what comes next.
Three months - surface level --
Many people think they are cool.
But when you think you are cool, you are actually not.
"Sister, sister, did you have fish for lunch? Did you?? Did you???"
(Smell, smell, and innocent looking full of face... ... =^^=)
- "Sister, I am now full, and I'll leave the rest of the food in the bowl. :)"
- (by accident) "Ah... sorry Luiz... I didn't mean to knock over the bowl... ..."
- "Hmm... it's OK. I'll eat the food on the floor so you don't have to clean it..." (later) "MAU... so full..."
The boy will be in the new home at the beginning of July! :D
"When you don't mean it, don't say it. Save your time and energy for more important things."
1. Intro - Hanabi
"Live in the Moment"
"In music, one can not hide, and can not lie."
4. Fairy of the Snow “雪之精灵“
A personal gift to Lotta-Maria Saksa.
6. Green Snake
"Is life to enjoy, or to suffer?"
Maybe life-death parting will continue the story... ...
Is Perfect World achievable?
Almost, almost... ...
What is a Perfect World?
You have a small group of people, can be very small, and you love each other, support each other, trust each other heart and soul, and then, you are able to illuminate the darkness.
Everyone is wearing the armour. When the world is warm, we take it off; when it is cold, we fight.
Some people make the world warmer, some colder.
You see people with completely different expectation of life, living in grey, and trying to disseminate. Life is still better with hope, and with looking forward to ideality. It may never be achieved, but at least you see the world through a warmer filter.
You see the marriage of so many years, but the trust is still so vulnerable. You see how weak one can be, enjoy the enjoyable part, and run away from taking responsibilities.
The charming personality you're pursuing can be a very sharp weapon for the ones who don't like you, only because the enemy in their mind unfortunately reflects on you. Something is wrong? Yes maybe the existence.
You want to be a priest, saving people with kindness and belief? Then you need to burn yourself and never regret.
Hey, this is life. The training is challenging.
What is growing up?
Growing up is, you're better and better at dealing with tasks, and comes more and more complicated ones.
Eight years ago, I was listening to this piece and trying to play it. Technically I was not good enough, and theoretically I didn't understand why it sounded as magic.
Eight years later, after Australia, after classical guitar and music conservatoire, I'm listening to this piece again, right in the city where the composer lives - and now everything makes sense.
The world is operated with circles.
Germany is an interesting country. The first half year stepping on it, life was tested with where the lowest bottom could be. The worst thing could ever happen to me would be the music journey terminated after the constant pursuing, together with the crush of belief: "it could work out". The first six months, the confidence in music was almost completely smashed. There were some moments that I started to believe that, I didn't know how to play guitar - my beloved instrument - at all! All the praises I heard before, all the intuitions which led me to this country turned out only to be ironic illusions.
And now, it starts to test the other edge of how high or perfect life could be. I'm now like being put in a warm filter: all the positive aspects I've learnt, seen, and experienced, start to flash back and influence myself almost like hypnotizing. Up to now, all I expect in life has been found here -- hope it lasts and does not just become a delicate fantasy.
("If you are the angel, then let us together enjoy the bliss of life;
If you are the devil, then let me burn in your fire of hell, until turning into ashes."
---- 《红》, for the Funeral one day