You see people with completely different expectation of life, living in grey, and trying to disseminate. Life is still better with hope, and with looking forward to ideality. It may never be achieved, but at least you see the world through a warmer filter.
You see the marriage of so many years, but the trust is still so vulnerable. You see how weak one can be, enjoy the enjoyable part, and run away from taking responsibilities.
The charming personality you're pursuing can be a very sharp weapon for the ones who don't like you, only because the enemy in their mind unfortunately reflects on you. Something is wrong? Yes maybe the existence.
You want to be a priest, saving people with kindness and belief? Then you need to burn yourself and never regret.
Hey, this is life. The training is challenging.