以爱为业

    听到的两种论调：1. 能以爱为业是莫大的幸福；2. 切勿以爱为业。

    前者，论者轻松愉快，因为更像是全然从想象的角度出发，不明就里；若自己真的在乎，只希望那个世界是纯粹，之后去燃烧，去搏杀，那么成就感和痛，都是加倍的。因为毕竟不是全部的人都抱着一样的心态，那些去亵渎的，工于心计的，都不可避免地要一一接触，越是不纯粹的，反而越要证明自己贡献的“伟大”；个体的精力毕竟是有限的，都用来工于心计了，还有什么能用在音乐上呢？对于那些横于路中央躲避不开的，还要在尽量不受其影响的前提下，进行自我调息——事无对错，只是不同类的，从根本上的游戏设定便不一样。

    后者——便又回到了那个问题上——人活着到底是为了什么呢？


    就是，借音乐，消除时空之界，获得些许慰藉，知道有人还在抱着同样的心态做着这件事情，便可以会心一笑了。越来越觉得，一个人的历史使命，是上天早已安排好的，我们只是去执行；使命里，是有传承的，所以，是有不息的。要传承的精神与意志随着时日渐渐明晰，所以像是拿着一支无形的接力棒，一人结束了，再换下一人继续。若能同时奔跑，便是无上欢乐了。

    逐渐领悟到，团队中的几个人，其实大家追寻的目标都是一样的，都是有时间、有精力、有实力地全心做音乐；只是大家的路径不尽相同，有暂时雪藏的、有挂职学习的、也有靠资助的。那么，大家都加油吧！行星们转啊转的碰到了一起，然后就可以发光发热了。：）
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Love as Career

   
​    Two points of view: 1. it's very lucky to make career with what you love; 2. never make career with what you love.

    The former - it's too easy to say, more like merely from imagination rather than a practical point of view. If someone really really care, hope the world is pure, then one can burn oneself to create, then the achievement and pain are doubled at the same time. Not everybody is doing this with the same attitude: someone is blaspheming, someone is calculating; the less pure someone is, the more eager someone is to prove his greatness. Every individual's energy is limited. What is left for music if most of the energy is used for calculating? Someone is unavoidable, then the best solution is to meditate - there's nothing right or wrong, it's just the rules of the game is different, if we are different kinds.

    The latter, which goes back to the original question, what is the meaning of our life?

​    Music can dissolve the boundaries of time and space, then we can feel released and smile happily because someone is still doing the same thing with us. One's duty has already been set, and we are just here to carry it out. It's about inheritance and it never stops. The spirit is getting clearer and clearer, just like carrying a relay stick and passing it from one to another. If we can get someone to run together at the same time, then we are very lucky indeed.

    I've gradually understood, the team members are actually going towards one direction, just the paths are different. We are expecting to spend full energy in making music, with our whole respect and gratitude, and also, financial support. Some of us chooses to freeze it temporarily, some to have a stable job without spending much energy, some to apply for grants. Then, Jia You! We are like the planets - when we come together, it's the time to shine. ：）
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